Chester Bennington (via oceaniceyes)
For all of it.
I question if everything you told me was true. Journal and all of that.
If it is I’m still speechless and if it’s not, I’m gullible.
I never meant to hurt you. Ever.
And I am sorry.
I’m also sorry for being a coward, that’s what I’m most sorry for.
Not speaking up. Things like that.
There is something special about you that haunts/sticks with me. I don’t understand it and I probably won’t.
I hope you’re happy, even if I’m not the one making you happy.
I always have more to say bit it’s hard to put into words so I’ll just leave it with
This has weighed heavy on my heart lately.
Okay? Well I’m going to bed
First day of senior year tomorrow.
Super stoked to be back in school but nervous too. Idk why though.
Being an adult has become more and more appealing to me lately.
But then again I’ve been extremely excited too.
It’s a weird feeling.
How many days left?
I should sleep.
C-house in the am and the good ol BBQ tomorrow night.
Per usual, I have more thoughts but it’s better if I leave them unsaid…
Which drives me crazy. I don’t think things should be left unsaid. Ever.